He went, finally

You need to go.

You need to leave me.

With the pack of memories that we have, woven together

I know I have to let you go.

Not for the sake of leaving, but in real.

I see you going

I just have to stand under this demolished roof of hope and planned future 

And,  watch you walking 

Away from me

Where the distances keep increasing with every step you take 

Every step that you take, takes you away from me

My heart is churning and dying with commotion of the silence filled in inside

But my lips are sealed

I see your back

I see your body getting smaller and smaller as you move away 

And the ghost of insecurity grabbing me by my neck

and pulling me

I shout

Ok, I lose all

I will do all that you want me to, and be what you want me to be 

O my dear 

I call your name

Can you hear me

I know you can

Please come back

I am sorry

Please return

Just dont listen, dont count, dont think, dont.....just dont do anything 

Just come back

to me

I need you.

I really do......