In dreams

Supriya dreamt of him again today.

She doesn’t know if she’ll keep dreaming about him in future too.
It had been years when they had separated.

She saw herself with him, laughing, chirping, flirting and feeling proud of having him by her side too.

Having exhausted all the reasons to talk to him, and burnt the left over ones, there was little excitement to see him, even accidently.

She doesn’t know if she has anything to say to him if at all she meets him, besides telling him that she keeps dreaming about him.

She sees herself carefree yet in the shackles of his spell, she sees herself running yet turning back to him, she sees herself hiding yet expressing her inner self to him, in her dreams.

Though she sees herself as an independent person as she is, now, yet when she wakes up, she yearns to be seen herself dependant of his cozy arms.

Why is separation stronger (longer?) than togetherness...