Latent desires

Finally the exams are over (again).

The joy that they (exams) leave you with, with their departure is more than the fear, anxiety and tension they bring with their arrival.

Joy, my dear, weighs more than a woe.

I am not sure whether I' ll pick up another course after this one is over, but this 'exams are over' ecstacy is what I love the most.

Somebody asked me, why I picked up 'Journalism' course as it has no relation with my current profession, to which I replied that the whole life I studied what was important for me, so now, having finished the 'significant', I am doing what I always wanted to.

Though I am in no mood to take up another year long course, any further, but three things attract me:

1. Leaning Urdu. 

I always wondered why people learnt a new language. One cousin did one year course in French from Panjab University. A friend learnt Spanish, giving statistics, that there are more Spanish speaking people in the world than French. 

Until one day I realised, how much I loved 'Urdu' and there is a possibility that I can invest time in learning it too now. Oh, I always wanted to learn this beautiful language. As per me, this is the most sophisticated language, closest to a human being (and God) and is the most suitable to express your happiness, pain, wit, respect, humour and the other similar feelings aptly (Pl ignore if you find it exaggerated, but i really feel so) and Mirza Ghalib was the person who perfectly portrayed its beauty, while keeping the head held high for the language.
The pronunciation, the meanings and usage..dont u think it is just superb?
Ok, my second plan could be-


2. Learning Web designing

I know, having a dream of learning Urdu is digestable, by a CS who completed her LLB last year, who is on verge of completing her Journalism course, but from where does this 'web designing come from??

Have patience, buddy.
You know na, how sanki I am...

I love creations. And, how great it feels when you are given the pen and a box of colours to draw an image on one the biggest media channels- internet.
Wow!! I still get excited to think about it.
I always wanted to be a Creator. A Producer. A Maker. An Owner. A Provider.

I wanted to know how things work, so that I never indulge in 'fault finding exercise', but be a part of  'solution provider'.

I love the technicalities involved. I love the 'how' part of it after knowing its 'what' and 'why' parts.

 3. Learning fashion designing.

As you know me, how much I love dressing up like a 'girl'. Mom is a creative designer too ( for me only).

I love experimenting with colours, fabrics, and designs.

I think this too, being creative in nature attracts me... so no wonder if I end up being a rival to Manish Malhotra.. hehe